Welcome 2008. I swear the years go faster and faster as I get older. When I was in elementary school I recall the time taking forever. But now... its gone in a blink of an eye. Its rather sad but what can I do. I'm just looking back on 2007 and wondering what could have been. What could have been different. What would I want to change what would I want to stay the same. I mean honestly I wouldn't want to change anything. Because everything has made me... well Me. I just have say I never ever would have imagined me being where I am a year from now. or even two years from now. This have changed tremendously. From schools,to friends... and even a boyfriend. I realized that thoughout high school that I was living a tiny sheltered bubble. Yeah that had it's up and downs. But I just don't know if that was the best thing . There's just so much out there. However I do not want to change anything because I really do Like how my life has turned out. Yes people may frown upon the fact that I'm living with my Boyfriend. But you know what if it's a mistake than I am willing to take it because I love him with all my heart and if we are meant to be it will be and if not. I at least tried. and if your actually reading this you should know me. I don't just jump on a whim. I spend my time thinking about the pro's and cons before I do anything too drastic. I'm a boring thinker... Thats what I do. But thats me. But I have had a lot of changes in thoughts in the past couple of months... TO much free time thinking.. Thats usually bad for me. Ha anyways I just can't imagine not living with Nick. Because i well I just can't explain it. You get to see their flaws and learn to deal with them... I am not and will never be Perfect and I am ok with that. Now it's time to talk.. :) Rebecca (Pokey)- Yeah in the past couple years.. our friendship has diminished. But we are still Friends. The other day our 2 and half hour conversation was amazing. However sad because I see now that we were each others rocks. We were there to hold each other in the storms. We helped each other guild to the right choices and now I look at us and wish we would have stuck togther. Because things would have been so different. But you know what I love you no matter what because you are like my sister even though your hundreds of miles away. You will always be my sister from another mister.... lol Thank you so much for everything you have ever done for me. And I will always be there for you. I know you haven't made the best choices this year and neither have I but you know what. EVERYTHING happens for a reason. You know what God has a plan for you and everyone he brings into your life. So be strong. and know that God is always with you and I am always there if you need someone to talk to. :) Julie- For one I miss you dearly. I'm totally sad that our friendship has also faded away. I mean we use to see each other every single day. And when we weren't in each others presence we would be on the phone with one another. We have had our ups and downs and I just want to thank you for always being there. I mean you don't always like my decisions but thanks for letting me make my own mistakes and still being there to confort me when things go wrong. I don't think that came out the way I had wanted but Hopefully you get the jist. It sounded alot better in my head however I am not going to try to fix it I'll just mess it up. But thanks for being my best friend and my twin... :) I miss just hanging out doing nothing... Anyways Julie I love you and thanks for ALWAYS being there... Brent- Wow so I doubt you will even read this but I miss you... TONS. I'm glad I get to talk to you occationally It's not the same though. I really don't have alot to say. I need a porch hang or... A good swing at the playground. I hope college was everything you ever thought it would be. And I hope That God has brought amazing people into your life. Which I wouldn't doubt because you are always surrounded with amazing people. April- I just really feel the need to tell you that no matter what your going through your never alone. If you ever need anyone to talk to you know how to get ahold of me. Everything happens for reason and everything you do changes you and makes you a new person. Just be careful. Have fun and enjoy your last year of high school because it's not the same after you graduate. Spend as much time as possible with your best friends. Have tons of happy moments and don't let the sad ones get you down. Because your a senior and you have so much of your life to go and look forward to. So Good luck, Be Brave, and know your surrounded by tons of people that love you. Ashley, Serena and Cassidy- Nothings the same anymore. I miss you all tons. I wish that we could just all hang out whenever we want to but you know life changes and we all had to go our separte ways. I mean we couldn't be who we are today if we didn't go through everything we have been through in our friendship. I love you girls so much and miss you all. We need to go drunk bowling sometime soon... LOL or play Sorry or anything :) I'm so proud of you all though. Ashley you graduated, Serena your about to graduate. and Dilla, my dilla you are going tos school in MN. away from all of us and are going to your classes and making new friends. :) You all are amazing and have so much more to accomplish in your lives... Good luck | 
